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Actual literal usage accepted and excepted

Mood

Anyone who claims something broke the internet should be shot

Yeah, hence the comment you're responding to saying it should be made real

Thankfully I have not tried something that was just in boiling water in my urethra but I have been surprised by how slowly silicone can cool down

In therapy and on meds, which is why I'm still limping along instead of giving up 👍

Intellectually I don't think there's much point to continuing existence, but working on that in therapy and thanks to medication I'm emotionally disconnected from the depressive Bad Thoughts ™️, so I'm still just going until I can't. The depression can get better but the ADHD can't really.

So, I might not really want to exist, but I feel apathetic about it generally! 🎉

I mean, you don't go straight for stuff like that, you start with very thin bendy silicone sounds and SLOWLY move up from there. You also always use tons of sterile lube and boil your sounds (IMPORTANT NOTE: LET THEM COOL) to sterilize them before using them. Done right it's not painful, uncomfortable at worst. Can definitely be worth it, stimulating your prostate from inside of it is crazy, I've cum a couple times in a chastity cage by sounding myself.

Yeah, time to filter lemmy.ml. ah well

Honestly, I can't bear to imagine the rest of my life dealing with this. Truly, I'll never amount to more than scraping by in life, and it's such a shitty bleak picture. But whatever, I've already mourned for the normal life I'll never lead, and I'll keep doing my best which isn't good enough until everything falls apart completely, then I'll kill myself. Happy Friday!

Having not read the books but watched someone's very long YouTube video about them, I think the new movies did a pretty darn good job of doing a ton of crazy world building without being 3 hours of exposition. I certainly didn't understand everything but I got the rough idea of pretty much everything and I think they did a really good job in particular of relaying the "mind over machines" motif. Certainly not a perfect adaptation but I think it's a damn good example of one

OwO