kuku

joined 3 weeks ago
 

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[–] kuku@lemy.lol 3 points 2 weeks ago

Your head you mean..

[–] kuku@lemy.lol 2 points 2 weeks ago

I can't talk bam bam.. take 50 mg paroxetine for 3 months and see if words come out. No offense we just need to take stuff out so write it here it ain't actually so sad for me atleast the pills have done the work perfectly.

 

Am I sick or am I weak am I a prick or a dick maybe I'm a little bit of shit, with lots of treats are they sweet nah but they lit and I eat while I fit on my sabotage kit and lots of hits..goofies.

[–] kuku@lemy.lol 1 points 2 weeks ago

Man you'll die for sure and once you do you'll never feel bad but doing it yourself it's stupid you know you've already suffered so much just take it longer you got some online friends right? Joke around with them until the actual time comes when you won't be given the choice to see the next moment maybe you'll say to yourself damn that was rough! Or something cool like that suicide is very stupid when you've already suffered beyond bearing beared it bear it more I'm doing the same both of us it's just some years you know the planet will go on for another billions of years trillions and trillions of people will come and go we just one of them why is seeing it till the end so bad when we have seen It to this point it'll never come back the same way ever do justice to your soul the kid that used to be so happy and smiled so bright over little things doesn't deserve his life to be taken it's his we just came in with negativity I'm sprouting nonsense but just trying to tell you that.. you know something something that's funny and and makes you smile once in a while it's enough keep going.

 

It's not feeling worth anything constantly trying to stay away from my thoughts while feeling so sad depressed I want to say all these things to someone and hope someone will care but my sadness is all mine to carry I know it I know feeling better is temporary it'll fade off the moment I remember who I am I don't want any expectations neither from myself nor from anything or anyone why isn't the insect digging tiniest holes in the ground feeling bad about itself why is it just moving around without suffering this kind of meaninglessness why am I feeling it so bad but I still chose to stay alive I know killing myself is never a choice just cause I feel this isn't good enough to give it all up I hope someday I just become like that insect unworried just waking up getting lost in some task until it's time to fall asleep with no miseries and die sometime uncertain.

[–] kuku@lemy.lol 1 points 2 weeks ago

I just shared my perspective such a meanie you are..

[–] kuku@lemy.lol 1 points 3 weeks ago

I like statistics

 

I think except for some all other mental illnesses were made up basing them on brain chemistry not stating the fact that they are normal mostly to make a business from the weak who would rather lie to themselves than accept they just lying.

 

Anxiety criticises the weak Consoles with happiness they feel Peace and serenity exist never to heal The insanity that kills.

[–] kuku@lemy.lol 2 points 3 weeks ago

Thanks I'll try