DarthKaren

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[–] DarthKaren@lemmy.world 18 points 22 hours ago

We'll see what happens with the new yes men in place. However, there was a DoD wide email that went out when he first started snatching people (though some didn't get it for some reason). It stated:

Think long and hard before assisting other agencies outside the DoD. If your actions are deemed to be against your oath, you could be investigated and actions taken against you. Remember, you serve the constitution of the United States. Not the president.

Wa state has just passed a law stating that other state's national guard, cannot enter our borders to take any actions. I would bet that that would include military personnel stationed in state.

[–] DarthKaren@lemmy.world 2 points 1 week ago (1 children)

I'd bet abuse in his past. Not that it's an excuse, but it's so much easier to follow the path you know. I grew up in it and decided to break the cycle. I only learned much later that my step father was abused as well. My sister hasn't dealt with it. She's always angry. She's always yelling. She'll argue instead of deescalate. I did it at first, but I realized I was perpetuating exactly what I didn't want to. I was making myself depressed and physically sick for days after an argument. Luckily, I realized it pretty quickly.

Abuse and trauma are a blanket in a war zone. The war zone (the world around you) is chaotic and unpredictable. Abuse and trauma is familiar. You know it. You know it isn't safe, but you know what to expect. So you stick with it. Leaving that is hard. You have to leave the warm blanket behind. Trudge through the unknown chaos of that war zone, and find your way out. You want to go back to that blanket. To the predictable. The path out isn't even totally for you, and you know it. It's for the next generation.

I feel bad for his kids. They're not going to get any type of mental health care until they're adults. I'd bet that "therapy is for pussys" and "Only women cry" is his household motto.

My son's girlfriend is in the same predicament. Her step father is military. Her mom is a detective. Her step is the abuser. Her mom lets it happen. She's 18 and graduates this year. Yet they read every social media message. They track her on her phone through an app. They yelled at her to get a job, or she couldn't play softball. They read all of her bank statements and grill her on what she spends of her own money. Then, he turned around a month later and said she needs to spend her time off filling out scholarships. She's their full time babysitter to her sisters, who are treated well by step father because they're his own legit kids.

My son is so frustrated because he doesn't know how to help. I've been helping coach him on how best to help and be there for her. I do what I can to communicate that she's a good person. They can't read IG photos so I'm constantly sending funny faces back and forth with her. She'll come here with him for lunch as well and I'll give her a hug when I sense she needs it.

We've offered up our home if she wants to move out. She won't, and I understand it, she's stuck a bit, but it's there. They're moving after she graduates. She said she's not going to visit them on holidays. She's welcome here. I'd bet they'll wonder why she doesn't visit. People like that never understand why. She's going to have to get her own car ASAP too. They're using that as leverage over her. I told her we'd help as much as we can. Even if it means we co sign.

I see this behavior in the military a lot, and I think it's because it attracts people that don't see a way out. Even if they think it is for altruistic reasons as a kid, the root cause is just wanting out of the home. Out of that situation. It isn't until years later that they truly, hopefully, realize why they went in. Many won't though.

[–] DarthKaren@lemmy.world 4 points 1 week ago

Then you get into the actual military. It's a bunch of high school kids with responsibility. Good leaders? Rare. Those higher end crazy weird assignments, like SG would have been? Those breed the worst because they usually attract the worst.

"Here, Lippyballscacker will train you on this."

Wait, Lippyballsacker? Wtf?

"Yeah, his supervisor was hanging in the building and remembered he had to pick him up at the last minute from the airport. One guy asked him what the new guy's name was. "I don't know, Lippyballsacker or something." That name stuck." - actual story from my time in aircraft maintenance

When they guy left, he was gloating the name wouldn't follow him. One of the maintenance supervisors had contacts at the new base. The name followed him.

We also had a fuck up who was good at taking tests, so he made rank fast, but was an absolute moron. Didn't realize he had to put his manual truck in gear or set the brake. Always had to repeat lefty loosey every time...out loud. Walked right through an antenna on the bottom of the plane. Didn't skip a step.

They show the military way too organized and disciplined. No. Bunch of blind leading the blind.

[–] DarthKaren@lemmy.world 17 points 1 week ago (6 children)

Watching Live PD last night. Guy runs on a motorcycle. They have the area surrounded after he ditches. They're looking for him and one cop spots him. He commands the guy and he's complying. He's almost on his knees and another cop spots him. He ran, full on run, and leapt onto the guy that was almost on his knees. The other guy that was commanding jumped on him after that as well. Guy wasn't resisting. Guy was complying. Guy had hands in the air. Guy wasn't reaching for anything.

Cop after: "He ran and we didn't know what he was capable of. So we tackled him and restrained him."

It's absolute cop wank material. All of it. The majority of the time they are way over reactive and then try to justify it all. They have that disclaimer, but then most of the time they never really follow up with info, or proper info. "Guy was booked on blah blah." Ok, but was he actually convicted? Was he found guilty, or did you just over react and your "oh I totally for sure smell weed" was bullshit. I'm fucking sick of seeing that too. How many times has jackass said that only to find...nothing.

[–] DarthKaren@lemmy.world 2 points 1 week ago

Very fair point. Some are definitely further left than others. We'll take Bernie. I'm not nearly as far left as he is. I'm still left of center though. We need a uniting figure. Just as MAGA has. I think it still comes down to the DNC not fully listening to what their voters want. It's anyone's guess how the mid terms and forward will go. If the GOP is right, the impending depression will loose them majority for some time. I don't think it'll be as long as last time. Last time didn't have the crutch of social media, 24/7 "news" and a myriad of other issues we have now. We can only hope that if the DNC does get control for a bit, it'll be enough time to fix things.

[–] DarthKaren@lemmy.world 4 points 1 week ago (1 children)

I think it's more a comparison of failed runs. Not so much on gender. The comparison runs to the DNC forcing a specific candidate that a lot just didn't want. Kamala was a bit different situation with Biden dropping, but there are still other candidates that the left voters wanted to put up instead.

[–] DarthKaren@lemmy.world 5 points 1 week ago (6 children)

That's the thing, we're sick of the same old same very old. Walz wasn't super bad, don't get me wrong, but the democratic voter is ready for change. Long since ready. It's only the DNC that hasn't caught up. We want more left than appeasing centrists. We're tired of reaching out a hand across the isle to bring back bloody stumps.

If you think that Hillary and Kamala lost just because they are women, then you haven't been paying attention. They lost not because they are women, they lost because that is what we were told we were getting. We all wanted rocky road ice cream, and they gave us vanilla. Then they wondered why they lost out on business. Fighting against fascism didn't seem to be enough for many. It blows monkey chunks that it had to happen when we have a fascist party taking hold, but it is hopefully a shake up that will actually get noticed.

It isn't about color or gender, it's about where they fall on the scale of things as well as age. Stop forcing that vanilla ice cream. We want the rocky road.

[–] DarthKaren@lemmy.world 2 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

Idastan just brought back firing squads. They've already used it once iirc.

That said, I feel like jail is a worse punishment. I don't think cops fair well in jail. I want them to be looking over their shoulder for the rest of their lives while in prison. To never get out. To look out the barred window at the world passing them by in their cement tomb.

[–] DarthKaren@lemmy.world 8 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

It may even become a self filling cycle, though I don't know if they have even thought this far ahead.

1: Send legal Americans to Salvador prisons

2: Said Americans attempt to return

3: "Look at our border crisis!"

4: Fool idiots into thinking that there is now a border crisis, even though it's previously legal Americans in every sense of the word.

5: Blame "liberals"

6: Rinse repeat

[–] DarthKaren@lemmy.world 2 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

I hadn't either. I received one a few weeks ago, after seeing this thread. Still no idea wtf is going on with it. I just deleted it.

[–] DarthKaren@lemmy.world 46 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

I did this from our banister to a high window above our door. The cats were always testing the waters and I was afraid they'd fall. I made a ramp leading to the platform, which rests on the window sill, and short rail so they couldn't roll off of the platform. There was a small roll of leftover carpet from the previous owners of the house. I used the rest of that for padding.

They absolutely love going up there and staring out the window at the neighborhood. Although, only 1 can be up there at a time. Their rules, not ours. If another tries to come up they'll have a stare off or the one that was there just leaves. Usually with a few choice words.

[–] DarthKaren@lemmy.world 7 points 3 weeks ago

Those fucking voluntold assemblies on day shift. That's ok, we don't have jets to work on. I don't have 10 computers to fix that will be kicked off the network tomorrow if I don't patch them. Nah, we can stop this ISO inspection that is already behind. All so you can give some vapid speech and peace out before anyone else can talk to you.

 

I decided to test DS's ability to act as a DM. I have a small campaign that I had an outline for.

First, I ran the outline through DS and had it create a campaign out of my outline.

I next uploaded the outline and had DS run as DM. I played 2 characters. DS added a ton of flavor in there. Names, some general backgrounds and attitudes, names of places, etc.

The interactions were pretty good. It acted out the interactions with my characters. The interactions stayed in character, relevant to the world, relevant to the character's background, and relevant to the current events that had happened both in world and with my characters.

I ran it as 1 continuous chat. No parsing. No summary. I wanted to test the limits of DS and see how far I could push it until it majorly stumbled and went completely off the rails.

To my surprise, I was able to finish the entire campaign (short)! There were a couple of stumbles. Mainly in initiative order. I had to remind it a few times who's turn it was. There were 2 other places that I noticed outside of combat. All instances of stumbles only occured later in the campaign.

It started to try and voice for my characters. I reminded it not to and it didn't again.

When I returned to the beach of the island I landed on, the ship I came on was wrecked. That one I'm on the fence on. The waters around the island were treacherous, and it is completely within reason that the ship could have beached itself while I was gone on the island.

There is a story I had written that I had it make into a campaign. That one is a bit longer but still short compared to many other campaigns. I will try to run that one next. I'm downloaded all of the LLM sizes right now. I am probably going to try that locally hosted with the 158g one. I'm going to end up adding 128g ram soon. I will try the larger size DS LLMs after that.

I'm really curious to see just how far I can push it until it completely breaks down.

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