Caption: After I post deranged memes despite being innocent af
Picture of a girl giggling sinisterly by @Senukin69
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Needless to say, I'm not much of a slut or a rebel in real life, nor am I a confrontational person. I almost always let other drivers cut in front of me (they must be in more of a rush than I am), I always try to stay out of people's way(on the road and everywhere else), and I'm overly considerate(I don't like making others unhappy) ๐
I'm a huge wuss by nature. I've had to learn to be assertive, but my default reaction is always caution. I was a goodie-two-shoes as a kid. I only needed to be told not to do something once, not because I was scared of punishment, but because I was scared of harming someone. I've been drunk once and I've never gotten high. I'm honestly ashamed of how boring I am. I want to try life more, but I don't even know where to start ๐ฅ
I don't think you should feel ashamed at all, from your description I feel like we're very similar lol
I've also been trying to be less cautious and more open, and the way I've been doing it is to be weird in front of people. Not maliciously, but I want people to have a funny story to tell their friends, and I'm less worried about feeling embarrassed in front of strangers because I'm never gonna see them again. I'm not interested in weed or alcohol at all, and this has been working so far.
Don't be discouraged, I like the way I am, I bet I'd like the way you are too, so I hope this helps
Thanks! โค